Thursday, September 9, 2010

There's Nothing Wrong With You

Today.... Not such a good day. Mentally? Pretty ok. Physically....ugh. Right this second, my hands are burning. Yup... feel like they're on fire. It's a nerve thing. I've come to recognize these oddities for what they are and also see.......way back, when they were happening & I had no clue what was going on. Mid afternoon toady hit with the detox-y feeling of feverishness, achey flu stuff, headache, and flaring nerve pain. This happens all the time... it's been going on so long for me I'd convinced myself that everyone must feel this shitty all the time. That or never ending seasonal allergies are REALLY a bitch. Lol.

I've always been an sensitive person...to subtle things. Moods, vibes, underlying currents.. .general energies. I went after that part of myself in my teens...studying clairvoyance, learning everything I could about Energy... developing our psychic abilities...
Chakras... Eastern Medicine, Alternative Medicine... energetic healing... I see things from that perspective. I have always known the BIGGER picture of health.... body/mind/spirit. I'ma healer for chrissakes! I know that when my body is wiggin out, that there is quite literally an energy storm happening. This helps! It's gotten me through this so far... through occasional crazy migraines, through my limbs freaking out etc etc etc. I am incredibly lucky..in so many ways, but the main being that I have skipped ENTIRELY the main process that most people go through finding out they have Lyme... 'chasing diagnosis-es'. People do it all the time...go from one Doctor to the next, and I honestly speak of this with empathy...these people are scared. They KNOW something is wrong with them and yet continuously find no answers in the phenomenal medical community we have here in the U.S. Most persons with Lyme are misdiagnosed...at least a few times! They are told they have Chronic Fatigue, Rheumatoid Arthritis, Fibromyalgia, Multiple Sclerosis or ALS, Lou Gehrig's disease, or any number of other things. Or even most commonly, after blood work, such as myself....'There's nothing wrong with you'. Soooooo many are told that they need therapy for whatever is causing them to crave so much attention. Really.


to be continued...

1 comment:

Erin said...

Oh, dear...I had no idea this was happening to you! I knew someone who was diagnosed and treated for MS for at least a year before they figured out it was Lyme disease...healthy thoughts to you.